I've been thinking about this topic of the authenticity of experience and shifter's disease being compared to medical students' disease. A doctor wrote about his experience:
Quote:Fear of death lies at the heart of both medical student syndrome and hypochondriasis in general. As medical professionals, we are confronted with death in our work regardless of which field we wind up in. With passing years and added perspective, however, the depth of my fear has diminished to a significantly shallower, more manageable level.
https://www.aamc.org/news/i-contracted-medical-student-syndrome-you-probably-will-too
Fear of death. I'm moved by the intensity of feeling expressed here. Syndrome. Shifter's syndrome is more descriptive and accurate. The doctor's commentary suggests to me that shifter's syndrome could also have existential undertones. I relate it to being a social animal. Your group is your identity. I think it's human instinct. But identity isn't the same thing as self. They overlap but they're different. Without identity you still exist. You feel, you experience. The wolf/fox/cat etc. doesn't identify as such, does it? It just is.
A long, long time ago I had auditory hallucinations. I'd hear distant music playing, the phone ringing, etc. It was unnerving and scary because I couldn't tell whether or not it was real. So I started to concentrate on listening to the hallucinations, and listened until I could tell the difference. And then I stopped hallucinating. So I guess that's my advice for dealing with false experiences. Just take your time, pay attention and analyze your internal experience.