RE: Zoesthesia & Therianthropy
This thread is pretty interesting to go through, because I will say--giving my input as a newcomer and a newly... what do I even call this, "awakened"(?) therian/therianthrope/your choice of word, one of the more interesting processes of figuring this identity out for myself was exactly the vagueness of the definition, and trying to map it in any meaningful sense with my own experiences.
For the definition currently, as it stands, the closest I've seen to it being concrete is the "like" vs "as" distinction. You feel like or relate to the animal symbolically, or you ARE the animal internally in some way... and to be fair, that is a pretty thin line, since that requires some self-reflection/observation/awareness to distinguish between the two. I think some element here has to do with the involuntariness of "shifting"--hence the thing about "you either are or aren't a therian, and you can't force a change on that"--in the strict definitional sense of "person who experiences shifts," but for a more comprehensive method of separating "like" vs "as," more details would need to be established.
It's funny, because debates like this often vaguely remind me of the kinds of debates that happen in the trans community. I'm not trans (I have a friend who is), but the vibe of figuring out what therianothropy "really is" has the same energy as when trans people also have to figure out a way to understand each others' experiences, when each of them may experience it differently. It is trying to express something identity-level that you feel about yourself in some objective term that is "verifiable" in some sense by external parties.
I would say the interesting part with labels for me has always been it feels like there's a two part component to them--(1) one, that there is some sort of external standard with which to compare it to--i.e., a definition provided by a community--and (2) the second, consent/agreement from the person the label is pertinent to to accept it. They must accept/claim the label themselves, or it would not apply. I see that perhaps the proposal here is to distinguish between (1) and (2), and label therianthropy the "formal self-adopted label chosen by people to identify with the community"--the second, adopted term, and zoesthesia with (1)--the same way people in psychology can test people for "ASD traits" without actually diagnosing them ASD. But I think, again, what's making this difficult, is where exactly to categorize therianthropy as an identity.
For instance, comparing it with gender, we can see in some sense it actually shares a lot in common, in the sense it is deeply felt within and a highly subjective experience that can be hard to convey to people and oftentimes, for a lot of therians, perhaps not even visible externally (including the times they mask or hide their shifts away from the public, or people they don't feel comfortable around). The only difference is that gender rather is something that you cannot necessarily remove entirely--even "agender" implies an active "removing" of the gender, and you are opted in by default. Therianothropy would differ from that.
Then, the second, being the furry fandom. Fandom is in the name, so that already says a lot; furries have more in common in terms of "identity" as the Star Trek fandom, than say, therianothropy. It's a self-chosen hobby/interest that you may enjoy; while some people may look at someone and say, "haha, you must be a furry with how much you draw animal art," the person in question cannot be a furry until they self-accept this label. I will say, it is unusual (if we were to take the comparison again, between (1) and (2) from earlier) by analogy if we had a separate term called "furriness" that referred to people who display "furry traits" but whom haven't identified with the term/label/community.
The third useful comparison could be with "mental conditions/illnesses" like (diagnosed) anxiety disorders, ADHD, ASD, etc. Since therianothropy is not recognized on its own as a medical "problem" or thing to fix, there is no reason there would be need to be an external standard to judge someone with. This is a case where there is an assumed external standard for something like ADHD for instance, and then even if the person does not "claim" the label--they may still have it by some objective standard. Contrast this with, for instance, someone who does research on ADHD, and is now convinced they have ADHD. Whether they do or don't, generally people will not treat it as legitimately or seriously until they get diagnosed by a licensed medical professional, and this is because there are usually institutional or bureaucratic reasons for doing so (access to disability services, medications, etc). The key difference here is that the medical institution is seen as the ultimate "authority" and "gatekeeper"--whatever it says is generally treated as the truth, for better or for worse.
Something like the therian community lacks this "central authority", since it more or less coalesced on its own, and the members found each other spontaneously through communities irl and online. I actually do remember coming across a paper on this a while back, about this exact thing of therians for instance needing to gate the identity against other people who may try to shift what the label means because they don't understand it.
Here's the thing I've always found fascinating about therianothropy; as stated above, when I compared it to gender and said it could be something that for many therians could be kept private, it is interesting to me how--despite the fact I was a therian and was simply unaware of it before (or was I? you could argue about the ontology of this if you wanted to badly enough, I suppose, like whether I was therian "all along" or if I only became therian the moment I recognized it and only from that moment and afterward)--I always had the feeling of, "this is a super personal/private experience that surely no one is capable of relating to in any form," and so I kind of classed it as a "private matter," and left it as that--not expecting there to be a community for such a "niche" and "hard to articulate" thing. (My shifts mainly having to do with I tend to mentally shift to a red fox when I'm feeling either stressed/agitated or happy, and I in turn as a result of that shift begin to act fox-like.) So I'm honestly impressed that the therian community exists at all, for people united and bonded over such an internal, subjective experience. But moments like this I suppose are reminders as the to "limits of interiority," in a sense. This also could explain the TikTok trends and people seeing the--again, ironic--external manifestation of, a group of people united around a personal experience, and it ends up being a wannabe "I'd want to force my way into this social group because they sound cool" kind of thing, and it becomes more about performing what the external manifestation of therianothropy looks like, and not at all what is happening internally.
The presence of a group united around therianthropy incentivizes people to see it as a cute label to attach to themselves because they feel like it, without further consideration for understanding what it really is. (And, of course, the lack of consensus on a definition at times would definitely make this worse, and it starts to become more and more "vibes based" from the exterior).
Man I did NOT expect this to be that long of a rant, if you're still here after reading through that whole thing, I'm impressed, lol. But this is just my personal take on the matter!! Feel free to ask for clarifications or questions or provide comments, etc. :3
-- Nachtfox :3
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