Hey all,
For clarification I should state that I experience therianthropy as a state of permanent integration with wolf aspects. My nature is part human and part wolf and I am neither and both. Beside that I also experience dreamshifts.
I used to believe that I must have been a wolf in a past life or something, but after discussing this in the community, I've changed my mind somewhat:
(2019-08-13 20:06)DustWolf Wrote: Yesterday I caught the tail end of the STDC and the topic was dreamshifts.
While talking to the others and basically being willing to admit that I am wrong and learn something, I've come to an important realisation.
To date I've always seen my dreamshifts as experiences by some wild wolf somewhere, being somehow expressed into my dreams. Either being past life memories or somehow having a wolf's experiences beamed into my mind (I think it's called astral shifting, or it's even more supernatural cousin: bilocation shifting). The problem is I don't really believe in these things and I always found the experience difficult to square with how I think the world works. Of course, therianthropy itself is difficult to square with how I think the world works, so this wasn't new.
But after that conversation, I'm beginning to think that the dreamshifts are instead more -- the dreams of a wild wolf who has lived my human life. This wild wolf is me and thus is always with me in my life. I just don't allow myself to think like a wild animal while I am awake, and therefore the way the wolf sees the world kind of surfaces while I am asleep, in my dreams. I like this explanation a lot more, because not only does it fit just fine with my experiences, it also doesn't require anything supernatural, to make sense.
Well, short of the fact that I am somehow a wolf without being related to one. But I'm sure there is a perfectly reasonable explanation for this as well.
My current theory to explain my therianthropy, is that it is inborn. We are born therians.
I've noticed that while none of my ancestors are wolves in the sense that I am, the traits I ascribe to my therianthropy, some of them are present in my family members. I believe that by a freak chance, the traits required for someone to be a wolf while being human, have manifested in me specifically.
This may seem unlikely, but firstly: It isn't. There is this thing called convergent evolution, sometimes when natural organisms are faced with the same problems, they come up with the same solutions. The way a wolf mind works, works for many wolves who are animals living in a social setting. Humans live in a very similar setting, maybe for some humans like me, the wolf mindset works as well.
Secondly, genetics is random by nature, and is bound to produce all kinds of variants, eventually.
The way therians are spread out in the world makes sense with this explanation. However even if I am correct and it is genetic, it does not necessarily mean it will be inherited. I do not believe two therians having a child have much of a chance of producing a therian child. Knowing many therians over the years as a staffer for this forum, I know that most therians have very little in common with other therians. Everyone is affected by therianthropy differently.
Take this to a Punnett square, assuming a wolf therian has 50% of wolf traits and two such therians have a child, the child will have a 25% chance of inheriting enough traits to also be a therian. And in the real world as said, the odds are much smaller still. If you think your sibling or parent is also a therian, odds are they are lying to you to make you feel better. Almost nobody I know on TG has other therians anywhere near where they are IRL.
I do believe that while we might be born therians, not all therians end up looking up Therianthropy online. I think a big contributing factor to people ending up in online therian communities is some kind of hardship or abuse in life. When we've undergone abuse, we end up more strongly motivated to look for answers and we tend to find online therian communities. This is my explanation why, if you ask, most therians will answer that they've been through abuse in online polls.
I guess people who are therians who've had normal childhoods just aren't very likely to ever look us up.
LP,
Dusty